Its the third week since the classes for Year 2 Degree started. N my girls, its almost a month since they took off from Malaysia. I never know that I will miss them that much before this, but until the day that I was back in college, my thoughts changed. The thing that I am not use too is loosing the gang among us. We used to move in a group of 7 over the past whole year. N now, leaving three of us behind here really make such a big difference. Walking around in the college compound. looking around that we have many new faces really makes me feel strange and loosing the sense of belonging. Adding on, thinking that this coming JULY the only two girls of our gang which is with me now will be leaving too. This even makes me more depressed and I cant help but started to imagine like, "Gosh, I am lifeless now. My uni life is meaningless." Maybe it sounds like I am over exaggerating, but in fact tats what i felt over the weeks n this really drive me to the max of emoness.
I know I shall move on and start making new friends or even mingle with people around, but doing it in actual is really much tougher than I thought. Maybe because of our age and the strongly bonded groups existing around, I really felt so difficult to actually start a conversation randomly. But I am glad that this week the atmosphere around had gotten better. Crushing up with a mutual friend and sat randomly with some friends during classes, sometimes will really do good to cure my loneliness. However, I am also glad that I am still keeping in touch with friends in australia. Okay, maybe not all of them, but perhaps few. Btw, sometimes there is this random thought that bubbles out from my mind, which is, technology now are really amazing. No joke! This world wide web thingy can really help people all around the world to keep in touch. Having this rapid technology advancement, people long ages ago really wouldn't be able to imagine that we can now chat with video calls internationally and even see each other faces by not meeting up. Sepaking on behalf of the people form dinosaur ages, "This is freaking AMAZING!"
Anw, there is recently a song that had really caught my attention and feelings. The lyrics really sing my heart out and tells my position now. Its just a simple and yet complicated word "M-I-S-S", and it really mashes up my thoughts. Nevertheless, a lesson that I learned bout myself these days is ~ I cant live without friends, and sincerely 'No Man is an Island', such a well said Idiom! Hereby, I would dedicate this song to my friends. Sang by 叮当, Name of the song 一半. Some classic part of the lyrics:
